Fake life is expensive (#140).
Ten (10) years ago, I wanted to live a life so expensive that my family could not afford it for me.
In the end, I learned from a very bitter experience which I would not wish anyone to go through, it's not a good example.
I went to a school where most of my friends went to school with luxury cars and good lunches.
My parents can't afford such for me, I was the type of child who wanted everything to happen well for me just in the trickle of an eye.
I fall to release that my parents were just trying their very best so I can acquire a good and quality education.
I used to take public transportation to school, and one day one of my friends saw me, and they made a mockery of me.
I was so ashamed, I had to change plans, I stop 30ft from the school gate so no one will see me drop off the government bus.
After some time again, the same guy saw me when I was coming off the school bus.
I had to lie again that my parents were sick and they couldn't drive me to school, which is why I use the public bus.
After facing all this embracement from my friends, I decided to make one foolish decision in my life.
I wanted to match up with their level and lifestyle, which makes me choose the wrong choice.
I start to make orders for luxury cars caring me every day for school.
Now I have to go the extra mile to get the money, I don't care what it will cost me as long as I am living a rich kid's life.
I start missing classes anytime I can't afford money to order a luxury car.
When I go to school another day or anytime I will give unnecessary excuses that make no sense.
Friends, I am trying to match up with or please will just laugh at me, it seems like I am funny (which I was).
There was one ungodly day I wanted to order an expensive ride but I don't have a single cent.
There comes the devil in me, I had to steal my parent's money, even though I don't know what the money was kept for!
All of my friends seem to be happy for me to be around, they admire the way I dress and change different cars.
I told them my parents are very rich, they can afford anything I requested for!
I borrow cloth from rich close friends which I was wearing to pretend to be rich.
Back to the money I stole, that money was meant for my school fees, the money was for my good (ooh know, I destroyed myself).
My parents were not able to raise the money, I was not allowed to take the exam.
After my parents find out everything about me living a fake life.
They were very disappointed in me, I paid for everything I cost them with so much pain.
Learn to appreciate your present conditions, you have the power to change things if you work hard.
Don't underestimate yourself by comparing yourself with others.
It's our differences that make us unique and beautiful.
You are only rebellious in the eyes of those who can not control or manipulate you.
Have a blessed weekend.